its an odd feeling farewell

"Its an odd feeling, farewell.  There is some envy in it
Men go off to be tested for courage and if we're tested at all its for patience,  for doing without, but for how well we can endure loneliness." Out of Africa quote

Do I as a woman among men worth exactly the same as them? Truly?
As if we could even mesure something like this in good pure logic sense.
I see everyday strong women such as men
Facing a battle of blindness opportunities.
Are we still living the past, I say...?
Truly?

Speek up you. Yes, you sir.

Out of Africa clip. music by John barry.
A great woman which was a writer where man used to rule.